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juz now i read through xxan's blog n she was angry abt her marks for her english presentation. she mention dat her lecturer treated her unfair as she had done so great in her presentation, bt her marks was lower than those who done not so well. dis is wat i gt from her blog after read through it.

when reading through xxan's blog, a thing flash through my mind was leaf's blog. in her blog, she told dat life was complicated n diffucult n not always go as we wanted. i quite emo wif her post as i found dat it was childish n immature. coz all she does was juz keep complaining. mayb i misunderstood her. bt at dat moment, i feel like wanna stand in front her n knock her head, ask her to wake up n look forward. haiz... missing her again ad...

ok, back to d point. wat happen recently. all my fren feel like gt suumthg happen. n dis make me remember of sumthg. it was a call from kk. she call me, asking whether i free to back next saturday o not. coz it wil be our secondary schol principal retired date. n there wil b a ceremony for him. they wanted like giv him a gift, all of us i think. yong recommended to make puzzle for him. bt she asking for my idea oso, mayb coz im an art student. however, i had no idea abt dis kind of thg. sincerely, i wil never know wat present to give for people. like previous time jye's birthday. i bought him a duck (some kind of toy dat shake head). bt he say dat it was childish... bt i dun think so, it juz ok wat??

now, i stil figuring whether should i go bec o not. sincerely, i reali hope i can go bec. coz i didnt bec after i come subang here at last holiday, which is may. n i quite missing my fren ad(especially her la). bt d problem is my assignment i think, which is juz a minor problem for me (i hope la). the main problem n d most important thg is transportation. i was now staying at my uncle's house, which dun have a bu station here. so if i wanted to go bec, either i ask sumone to fetch me o take bus. bt even i choose to take bus, i oso nid to ask my aunt to fetch me to bus station. o i can choose d other way, xxan. bt i dunno whr she stay n how should i gt to her. thr is lot of problem i nid to face if i wanted to go bec. stil thr is a simplest n easiest way, which is ask my father. i juz nid to giv him a call n ask him to come.

however, i wasnt dat kind of people who like to asking people's help. i prefer to do d whole thing in my own. i rather ride on motor n go bec skc. sumtimes, i wish i would hav a car but not a motor. then i can go bec as i wish. bt if car, then i nid to trap in traffic jam everytime i go toa. haiz, juz nthg is perfect in life. everythg wil hav their advantages n disadvantages.

i think i wil stop complaining here. if not, it wil b a long long post. anyway, i think i wil go bec. d reason is to meet my fren n her (n i can tell u dat im not going bec for mr.chai). ok, juz stop rite here. hope to see u soon! ^^